BEAUTIFUL MESS

"Amy Grant"...
"We pour out our miseries God just hears a melody
Beautiful the mess we are
The honest cries of breaking hearts " are better than a hallelujah sometimes.

My prayer to God
I can not do it all.
I feel like a failure !
I surrender it all.
The list
The lists on my shoulders I can't carry.
Hows my Kids doin ?
How's there health ?
Schooling ?
Apps
Pain
Medications
lawyers
Insurance
Keep a record of all travel
File taxes
Buy groceries
Clean the house
Maybe eat.
Finances
Is there enough of me for everybody
I try. I crack. I fail.
I hurt I hurt others.
I try I fail.

"Beautiful the mess we are
The honest cries of breaking hearts ...
Are ( hopefully ) better than a Hallelujah sometimes "

Anita