BEAUTIFUL MESS

"Amy Grant"...
"We pour out our miseries God just hears a melody
Beautiful the mess we are
The honest cries of breaking hearts " are better than a hallelujah sometimes.

My prayer to God
I can not do it all.
I feel like a failure !
I surrender it all.
The list
The lists on my shoulders I can't carry.
Hows my Kids doin ?
How's there health ?
Schooling ?
Apps
Pain
Medications
lawyers
Insurance
Keep a record of all travel
File taxes
Buy groceries
Clean the house
Maybe eat.
Finances
Is there enough of me for everybody
I try. I crack. I fail.
I hurt I hurt others.
I try I fail.

"Beautiful the mess we are
The honest cries of breaking hearts ...
Are ( hopefully ) better than a Hallelujah sometimes "

Anita

FABULOUS. I TOLD HIM HE WAS FABULOUS !

I told him he was fabulous. That everything about him was fabulous. I showed him he was fabulous But he didn't believe it himself. And you just can't make someone see themselves the way you see them.
The old tapes play in there head and they believe you think they are garbage because they think they are garbage when in fact you believe they are fabulous
But they just don't believe.
Oh God open blind eyes. !!!